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Auzi?…Bate viata la usa. Ne mai putem inca ascunde putin. Ne facem o casuta mica sub masa. O acoperim cu o patura si ne pitim acolo. Si ne jucam cu masinute si papusi…Ignoram bataia tot mai insistenta. Parca eram mai multi aici…Unde au plecat toti? Am mai ramas doar noi, amagindu-ne. Era mai mult spatiu parca, lucrurile pareau mai mari. Dar inca ne mai putem preface. Acopera-ti urechile si viseaza. Nu e nimeni la usa. Mama a zis sa nu deschidem strainilor…

Zambeste-mi ca sa iti zambesc. Nu e nimeni. Suntem doar noi avand un fragil „aici si acum”. Mai departe e intuneric bezna. Dincolo de usa incuiata lumea sta sa navaleasca peste noi. Am vrea sa stim ce urmeaza…ce se poate intampla, dar vizorul e prea ingust si putinele lucruri care se zaresc sunt deformate. De fapt, nici nu vreau sa ma uit. Stai aici langa mine, nu pleca! Nu te duce sa vezi cine bate. Nu ma lasa singura. Vreau sa ma joc. Imi place sa fiu copil.

Seara putem sa lasam totul asa cum e. Nu strangem nici o jucarie! Adormim plini de vise si sperante, in patutul nostru. Si maine o luam de la capat. Poate inventam un joc nou…sau poate il jucam pe acelasi dintotdeauna, vechi de secole si totusi mereu nou.

E cald si bine. Vreau sa ma ascund…sa nu se mai auda bataia. Play that morning song again, just like you used to…

Adam and Eve in the garden of pleasure

I want freehugs…

Sometimes I’m just afraid…that you might wake up and realize you were dreaming the wrong dream…that you don’t want to dream it anymore… And then what’s left of my dreams?!

homesick…

-I’m sorry…Have we met?
-No, I don’t think so. I’m Alex.
-Hi, Alex. Welcome!
-It’s really good to see you.
-I know…It’s always good to see me…
-You’re warmer than I thought…and soft…and foamy…
-I could be rough and cold as well…
-I know that.
-Don’t go!
-They’re waiting.
-Just a few moments…just a couple more steps…
-I could walk this path forever. Shinny path through life…I could even walk towards you…closer…
-Then come…I’ll take you all…
-…just disappear into the night…
-…no trace…
-…no identity…
-…nothing left…
-I can’t!
-Why not? I’m warm…it will be good.
-There’s another sea waiting for me.
-Do I know it?
-Barely.
-What does it have that I don’t have?
-It’s mine. Otherwise, I’d be yours…a slave. And I don’t want that.
-You didn’t answer my question. What can it give to you and I can’t?
-A kiss.
-If you kiss me, I could kiss you back.
-That’s not what I want. That was exactly what I was talking about…I’ll have to give everything to you.
-You’ll get it back.
-A cold salty kiss?
-It’s all I can do…
-It’s not enough.
-…
-I have to go now.
-…
-Hey!…
-Promise me you’ll come back.
-I don’t promise. I just come back…when I can…
-I’ll miss you…
-Same here…

Here I go out to sea again
the sunshine fills my hair
and dreams hang in the air
Gulls in the sky and in my blue eyes
you know it feels unfair
there’s magic everywhere

Look at me standing
here on my own again
up straight in the sunshine

No need to run and hide
it’s a wonderful, wonderful life
No need to hide your face
it’s a wonderful, wonderful life

Sun in your eyes
the heat is in your hair
they seem to hate you
because you’re there
and I need a friend
Oh, I need a friend
to make me happy
not stand here on my own

Look at me standing
here on my own again
up straight in the sunshine

I need a friend
oh, I need friend
to make me happy
not so alone…….

Look at me here
here on my own again
up straight in the sunshine

I’m alive!!!…well, sort of…love u all and miss u even more…

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O pata gri intr-un ocean de culoare.

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